They said, it would be grand!'
The home builder and the homemaker were walking hand in hand; they wept like anything to sense the fleeting sand... If only all our future unknowns were cleared away, they said, it would be grand!
It was Sue's last night in Washington on her summer visit to our rising home on the Pilchuck and celebration of Inga's completed Master's Degree.
The time has come, the Home Builder said, to talk of many things: of funds - and futures - and ceiling paints - of dreams - and apple orchard schemes -- and such things --
We packed a small bag of chocolates, briny chips and pastries for our last supper together. We found a bleached log above the high tide line on a lonely stretch of Cama Beach and settled into tentative talks of our future. Much unknown, much to be decided. So many decision - so little time...
When will the house be done? Will I stay in Washington from here on out? When will my wife move into our house? What does retirement mean? Hell, what does retirement even look like? Can it be retirement?
The time has come to talk of many things... between smirks and bites of chocolate bonbons for our supper |
I feel nothing is decided. She feels nothing is settled. Why is it all so nebulous on the horizon if there is no cloud in the sky?
We walk along the stony beach, enjoying the setting sun shining on the sea.
I have already felt the loss of her. It is sweet sorrow to be with her as the sun sets knowing she will depart in the morning. Cama Beach is isolated, perfect for sharing a decadent dinner above the billows smooth and bright.
We decide little among us. We count what we have between us; trust, adoration, a future of adventure, love and a few chocolates.
Tomorrow we will share our good byes and rock slowly hand in hand as the future breaks upon us. I tell her, 'It was so kind of you to come!'
The world is yet to be our oyster. Come lets us talk of many thins...
Barnacles and clams - resting among the rocks, for they are no oysters |
Mussels thick yet there were no oysters to be found |
The valves of a clam without the company of nary an oyster |